Love You

Girl’s POV

It felt like forever as I hugged him. I could feel people’s eyes on us but he didn’t seem to care. It was just a simple hug but my heart was going to jump out of my chest and erupt around like a volcano. His face was at the crook of my neck and my face was at his shoulder. His hands were at the small of my back. It felt special to be hugged like that. I was glad that I didn’t look too short and silently thanked my best friend as she had asked me to wear heels.
I took a deep breath and the smell of wet grass and wood hit my nose. But I was careful not to show that I was sniffing him. It would look too weird. I was so happy that I was about to burst into happy tears. As my eyes got watery, we moved apart to look at each other. He saw my tear-stained eyes and gave a confused look. It was comical as I had been waiting for this moment since a year. This was the time I was supposed to jump and dance with joy and here I was, hugging my abroad boyfriend for the first time and shedding tears. This thought made me chuckle to myself. While I had been thinking this whole time and laughing, smiling and crying at the same time, he had been looking at me. He had a confused look plastered on his face which made him look adorable. I just shook my head and hugged him for the second time and mumbled, “I love you” into his shoulder.

First Hug

His POV

As I grabbed my luggage I got a sudden urge to run away. The urge was getting stronger as I got closer to the small crowd awaiting us at the arrivals. I figured I could just walk behind a big bloke and sneak out undetected, and just go back home in next flight.

Anyway I ended up walking towards the crowd without coverage. I scanned the crowd looking for her. All I could see was middle-aged men. From the edge of my sight I could see one of them moving, revealing a figure that differed from the others. I didn’t care at that time but continued to scan the crowd as I approached it. Finally I laid my eyes on that figure. There she was. Her hazel eyes stared straight into my blue orbs. Her mahogany coloured hair shone and glimmered in the sunlight.

I walked up to her and stopped for a micro second in front of her. I realised that I was standing a bit too far away so I took one more step towards her. “Oh god”, I thought as I ended up way too close to her than I had expected. There was about half a meter space between us. I looked at her and she looked at me but no one said anything. All I was thinking of was how stupid it must have looked when I decided to take that last leap and how stupid it was to make it such a long one. That is when I realised that this girl was someone I had given so many hours of my life but never met before. She looked perfectly amazing.

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Several seconds passed by. I jumped a little and said hello. I let go of my bags and reached around to hug her. ‘Hi’ she said. As I hugged her I could feel her warmth. I discreetly smelled her neck. She smelled amazing. I didn’t want to remove my nose or even exhale. She hugged me back but no one said anything. It was like if the hug was never going to end and the conversation was never going to start. It was awkward and amazing at the same time.

 

PS: Written by my friend. Thanks to him.

When You Miss Someone Who Lives In A Different State

Reblogged from Thought Catalog:

When you miss someone who lives in a different state, someone whose phone has a foreign area code and whose city’s weather you check every morning when you wake up, someone you’re learning to love but you can’t say love yet so you say, “really, really like,” and, “think the world of,” and, “more than I’ve ever liked someone before,” someone who stumbled into your life by surprise, the missing can be particularly pernicious.

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You Care

It was a hot summer afternoon. I was filled with boredom. So I decided to just lie down on the bed and catch up on some sleep. My eyes started drooping. Suddenly I felt the urge to drink water but I tried to forget about my thirst and sleep peacefully. My throat started to itch so I left the room to fetch a glass of cold water.
I heard a thud so I ran towards the sound. It had come from the living room. The minute I entered it, panic enveloped me. My grandfather was lying on the ground. Thousands of thoughts and emotions rushed through my mind in that mili-second.  I ran towards him and noticed that he was conscious. I was relieved. He had vertigo which made him feel dizzy while walking. He collapsed on the floor because of that. I held his head and slid a pillow under it. We were the only ones at home so I phoned up my father to return home quickly so he could help my grandpa get up. My father was on his way. I placed my small hand on my grandfather’s huge tummy and asked him if he was okay. I was concerned. He was eighty years old. His bones might have been weak so there was a possibility of a minor fracture. But I kept my calm. That time his eyes showed me a different emotion. He wasn’t scared about his health or his fall. His teary eyes looked at me as he asked me, “So you do care about me?” He was just happy that his thirteen year old granddaughter was concerned about him.

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I was too young to realise the depth of this sentence. After a few years it struck me. He was lonely but he never complained. He accepted all the circumstances that came his way. I was his entertainment when I was younger but as I entered my teenage, I started drifting away from him. I would find his habits annoying but deep inside in  my heart I loved him. I was truly pampered by him. I would go hide behind him when my mother would chase after me to make me study. I was called “nana dada” which meant ‘small grandfather’ in Gujrat. All these childhood memories were special. But the time I realised this, I knew I couldn’t take back the way I had been. But I could make a difference.
My grandfather was getting old. His brain cells started deteriorating. There were a few days when he wouldn’t recognise any of us. I would feel terrible on those days but I would go and just talk to him and smile. He would always smile back. Even though he was in pain for three years, he never complained. He never said that the food wasn’t good enough for him or he was uncomfortable. When we would ask him, he would say he’s okay. In his last few years, he couldn’t eat by himself so my family and I would take turns to feed him. There was a helper too,  but when any of us would feed him, he would just know it was his family.
I remember that evening, he had not eaten anything. The helper was concerned about his food intake. My grandfather had bad cough since morning. His stomach had suddenly bloated. He was having trouble in breathing. He did not eat anything that evening. At about two in the morning, I heard him cough again so I went to check if he needed water. I went and saw that he had vomited. I woke up my parents and they called the helper and cleaned him.   My heart was aching for him. I wanted his suffering to end. I just prayed for his suffering to end. The life he was leading since the past three years was just on his bed. He was physically present but he was mentally absent.
Next morning I heard my mother wake up my sister. She told her that dada was no longer with us. As soon as the words left her mouth, I jumped out of my bed and ran to his room. I looked at him. Eyes and mouth open, just a body without a soul. That is when tears started flowing from my eyes and  my grandfather’s suffering had ended.

Being In Love

This feeling cannot be described, it can only be felt. Just a thought of being close to them brings tingling sensations in your stomach. Their eyes look into your soul to see the beautiful person you are. A person they adore. A person they wish to be with, for the rest of their lives. The attention you get is breathtaking. Your tiniest stupidity is given as much importance as a UN conference meeting. Their smile makes you go nuts and brings a broad curvy smile on your face. You just want to go hug them and stay like that forever. Their kisses have different emotions every time but they all sum up to show the immense love they have for you. When they hug you, you feel there is protective shield around you to help you face the world. When they hold your hand, it is a promise that ‘no matter what, I’ll stay with you.’ When they say they love you, there is an orchestra of musicians playing the sweetest melodies in your little playful heart. Your heart almost jumps out of your chest to say that you love them too. These feelings make you go so high. Just like ecstasy. This new feeling makes you dance on the street, sing love songs and smile at yourself when you remember the loving things they said.

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But these romantic feelings start dying out as you get to know them. You live with them. The love is always there but the excitement has minimised. Romance is replaced with divine understanding. A twitch in the muscle and you know what is passing through their head. You give them things before they ask for it. You treat them like your baby. You fight with them and then comfort them. You don’t care about how you’ll look in front of each other. They have seen you in through ups and downs. Your best hugs are with them and so are your worst fights. It is because you’ll care. The thought of staying away is just too painful even to think and that is when you know, you’ll are in love.

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First Meet

I threw some money at the taxi driver as I jumped out of the vehicle and ran towards the airport arrival terminus. I scanned through the gates to find the one I was looking for. I reached the D2 gate and stood behind the railing. It finally dawned upon me. He was here. His flight landed thirty minutes ago.  All the time I had been thinking of the “perfect” way to meet him, the things to talk about; but now, my mind was blank. “It wouldn’t hurt to go back home”, I thought to myself, “I could meet him later. Tomorrow would be just fine.” I started thinking of the best excuse for the escape when suddenly I saw a tall, blond guy walking out of the gate. He wore jeans and dusty brown t-shirt. His blue eyes were narrowed to scan the crowd looking for me. He had two bags, one on each shoulder. I felt stalker-ish as I started at him without his notice. I had been waiting for this moment since ages but now, I was planning to chicken out. I had been hidden well by a large man in front of me all this while but the man moved away and now I was clearly in front of him.

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Talking With Nature

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So I signed this form that said the leaders would not have to take responsibility for any damage I might suffer during this survival test.

A few days later I got out of a car on a since long abandoned roundabout in the middle of nowhere. The people in the front seat wished me good luck before they drove away. The first thing that struck my mind was the sound of a breeze blowing through the young trees but it wasn’t the wind. It was a very thin rain that hammered the trees, it looked more like fog than rain. I could see old tracks after forest machines leading in different directions into the forest. This was the starting point of the 2 weeks I was supposed to spend in the forest.

The rules: I could use whatever methods I wanted to as long as it didn’t involve contact with humans in any way. I could bring the clothes I wore, a knife and whatever items I could fit in this small box that fit in my pocket. In it I had put a piece of flint, a string saw, thin steel wire and bandage. Also I had to bring a GPS device that reported my location. It also had two buttons, one which I was supposed to press everyday to say I’m ok and one I could press if I for some reason couldn’t go on with the test, they would assume it’s an emergency and come get me.

I started walking across the roundabout. As I took the step over the ditch, away from the manmade roundabout and across to the since long untouched forest my heart skipped a beat. “I’m really doing this!” I checked my pockets to see I got everything and then started walking east…I think. It was still early morning; the dew wet my pants and the rain my shirt in just a few hours I was soaking wet. Along the way I’d been thinking of what to eat during these 2 weeks. I had peeled some bark from a few trees I passed and ate it, it tasted very bitter but it would give me vitamins.

The sun was now standing high on the sky and I was getting hungry. I had walked for about 6 hours. The terrain had changed from young forest filled with roads for machines to very old forest with not a single trace of humans. There was a half rot tree lying on the ground. I found a stick and smashed a part of it to pieces. The small creatures now crawling and running around on the ground was going to be my lunch today. I took the biggest beetle I could see, thought it through, and then put it in my mouth, chewed and swallowed as fast as I could. It tasted better than the bark anyway.

The rains stopped as I started walking again, this time I was sure I was heading east. I figured if I continue in one direction long enough I should come across water.

It was now beginning to darken. I began to look out for a good place to spend the night. I found a big tree that covered the ground below from the rains pretty good and decided that this would have to do. I collected some wood and started a fire with the piece of flint. Then I took some branches and made myself a little bed on the ground. On the way here I had smashed every rot tree I saw and peeled some bark of many trees. Despite that I was dying of hunger and thirst. It had rained for the last 4 hours or so. I took my shirt off and twisted it to make the water in it flow down into my throat. I realized that I had no control over the situation whatsoever, no proper shelter, no water, no nothing. Also I was soaking wet and would probably get sick. It was getting cold so I added more wood to the fire and before I finally fell asleep it had turned into a minder bonfire, I still froze a lot that night.

The following days I spent walking between the rain showers. During the rains I would start a fire, sit under a tree and hang my shirt out to collect water. As I walked I smashed all rot trees I could find and ate all the bark I could. Insects, bark, water from a twisted shirt and several miles walked. That was what I had achieved so far. I was hungry and tired.

On the 4th day I arrived at an area where there were many pigeons. I spent most of the afternoon and evening sitting perfectly still and watch the pigeons as they flew. When they flew low and fast they were heading towards water. When they were flying high and often stopped to rest they were heading home again, this much I knew. After a few hours I thought I had noticed a pattern in how the pigeons flew. I decided that I would head the way the pigeons had showed me.

Next day I found water! It was a small lake, it wouldn’t have taken me more than 2 minutes to walk around it. It lay in the middle of a gigantic swamp, which made it impossible for me to set up camp anywhere near this lake. But it was probably the best I was going to find. I made my way through the swamp to the lake and swallowed half a mouthful of its water. If nothing weird had happened to me by evening I could try to drink a bit more of the water tomorrow. I started looking for a potential campsite as near the lake as possible. Just a couple of hours later I started feeling nauseous. It wasn’t worse than that I could continue looking for a campsite. By evening I had found a perfect spot, it was a small but high hill, about 5 meters high. At the top of it there was a big tree standing, its branches reached out to protect a big enough area from the rains. From the top of the hill I could look out over the surroundings that consisted of old dense forest on moist swamp-like ground. I felt the happiness almost flowing over the edge of the vessel. Only thing holding it down was this nauseous feeling, I wouldn’t be able to drink this water as it was, and I couldn’t rely on the rains to continue. I would have to keep moving tomorrow. I had noticed some animal made trails on my way, I figured it might lead to another water source.

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Sixth day and I set of following one of the trails. Along the way, I got some tasty variety in my bark and insect diet in shape of grilled frog, considered a delicacy in some countries. It was about lunchtime and I was swinging my legs back and forth along the trail as I heard something moving just a little bit into the forest. I stopped and listened, the sound continued. It was something big moving between the trees. I started sneaking towards it as careful as I could, the sound continued. I had got about 10 meters from the trail when the sound suddenly stopped, I felt like something was staring at me or at least knowing I was there. I froze too. Then the being at the other end, just a few meters from me sprinted away into the forest, I tried to at least get a glint of what it was but failed. A little disappointed I turned back towards the trail but before I started walking I saw a piece of metal sticking up through the moss. I grabbed it and it came loose from the ground.  It was a beam about 1 meter long and with a hole in the middle. This I recognized, once it had been a key part of a sledge they would have used to transport timber back in the days when real horse powers were used. The hole had an oval shape, that meant this beam had been worn out, replaced and then left or forgotten here and been laying here since at least the 1930´s. The vessel got flooded now. If I somehow could turn this into a thing that could contain water I could make a device for distillation, then I could drink the water from the lake! I immediately started thinking of what material I would need. I would need leafs from a tree I’d passed on my way here,  the big and hollow stalks of those flowers I saw before, some sticks, some mud and the bark of a birch…shouldn’t be too hard to find one. This would work I was sure of it!

The next day was the first day so far that it didn’t rain. I hung my clothes to dry and went to collect all the items I would need then sat in the sun on my little hill and constructed a distillation device.  Before dark I had wore dry clothes for the first time in a week and constructed a distillation device. It was time to try it out the next morning. 

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First thing I did the next day was to go down to the lake and scoop up a full cup of water. The cup was made of bark from a birch. Back at the hill I poured the water in the beam that I by the power of fire and leverage had shaped into an ugly sauce pan, sealed with mud and moss. The whole thing was hanging above the fire. The water I poured in it would start to boil, the steam would rise up to the top of the pan where it would be lead into pipes made of hollow stalks and then into a sealed cup of bark. In the cup the steam would condense in the “roof” made of big leaves and mud and drip down in the mug. Then when all the water in the sauce pan had boiled away I could fill it again. It worked! Since my sealing wasn’t full proof some of the steam got lost so it took a lot of dirty water to produce a little drinkable water.  The same day I built a proper shelter that was almost waterproof and very comfortable actually. I also started making small traps to set out.

From this day on everything went better and better. Instead of eating insects alive, I killed them and put them on a rock beside the fire where they would dry. When they were like a dry leaf I grinded them into flour that I could pour on my pieces of bark, it became much easier to eat. In my traps I caught a few crows that I would grill and top with insect flour. Every night I sat under the huge tree on the little hill in my little house made of branches beside the fire looking out over the surroundings. Some evenings it was quiet as in the grave and lonely, some I had company of some wild animal lurking in the dark and other time the rain would make your ears go numb when it hammered the trees and ground. Some nights the stars and moon were completely stunning and some it was all pitch black. I like to think I talked to nature those nights, it sure felt like it. It was only cause of nature I had got this far, it was nature that showed me the way to water, it showed me that beam and it gave me all the items to build this distillation device.

During the first week the “come and get me button” on the GPS device  had been so tempting so many times, during the last week, specially at those evening hours I felt like throwing it away and never come back to society. One thing that nature though never could provide was human company, something you’ll be craving for after 14 days in isolation. On the day I wrote this, one year ago I was lying on the ground on my little hill enjoying the sun there was a sound of steps approaching through the woods. It was the leaders, and I was going home.

 

PS: This is written by my friend. He told me about his experiences which were interesting so I asked him to share them with you’ll. I hope you’ll will enjoy it as much as I did. And give your views about it. :D :)